Life

These last couple of months have been a struggle for me and Brian. The stress has been heavy and the tension tight. Luckily, the stress is not between us. We are fine. We are just processing a few things that have come our way. Unforeseen circumstances. Which is never fun. It causes you to question things like why try and do right or work so hard if this is going to keep happening. It causes doubt. It makes you want to whine and throw a fit saying things like this isn't fair, and why us. However, at the end of the day... I have to say I truly believe its because we are missing it some where. There is some thing we haven't learned in the process. If we keep going through the same thing every so often,  its because we haven't mastered it. So, I have asked myself what are we not learning?? There is still something we are not getting. I want to know what it is so, we can rectify the problem and get passed it.  I know there will still be "stresses" and "unforeseen circumstances", life isn't always fair. I get that. I do know though that we can be more prepared.  Even though our hearts and minds are heavy, I feel good that we are in a place where we don't take our stress out on each other. It has also made me notice how much I have grown personally. A couple of years ago, I started going on a private journey. Examining myself, changing things, trying different things. I have failed at some things and felt victorious in other things.  I will touch on this another day. Anyway, as I was saying we maybe stressed, but in the trenches is where I have seen just how remarkable we are as a team, the four of us. I know that we will get passed this... we always do. We have big dreams! One of our bigger dreams is to reach our full potential so we can help others reach theirs. It will happen......